My Last Summer at Home (Part 3)

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My Last Summer at Home (Part 3)My Last Summer at Home (Part 3)”Well baby, there you stand. With your little head, down in your hand. Oh, my God, you can’t believe it’s happening again. Your baby’s gone, andyou’re all alone and it looks like the end.””And you’re back out on the street. and you’re tryin’ to remember. Howdo you start it over? You don’t know if you can. You don’t care much fora stranger’s touch, but you can’t hold your man.””You never thought you’d be alone this far down the line. And I knowwhat’s been on your mind. You’re afraid it’s all been wasted time.”When I got home from the gravel pits, thank god my parents were alreadyin bed. I know I smelled like cigarettes and beer, and I wasn’t walkingtoo straight. I switched on my radio and lay down on the bed. I stared atthe ceiling for a minute, then I made the drunken mistake of opening an oldwound. As Wasted Time by The Eagles drifted from my clock radio, I slowlypaged through one of my old journals. My name was written neatly in the margins3 different ways, with my ex boyfriends last name. Tanya Reed-Martin, Tanya Mary Martin, Tanya M. Martin. The old memories of Tommy Martin and how he broke my heart were too much, and the tears I hadn’t shed in weeks began to well in my eyes as Don Henley sang to me.”The autumn leaves have got you thinking about the first time that youfell. You didn’t love the boy too much, no, no, you just loved the boy toowell, Farewell””So you live from day to day, and you dream about tomorrow, oh. And thehours go by like minutes and the shadows come to stay So you take a littlesomething to make them go away””And I could have done so many things, baby If I could only stop my mindfrom wonderin’ what I left behind and from worrying ’bout this wasted time”I switched the radio off and wiped the tears away with the back of myhand. I started to doze off, and began to dream of escaping my little hicktown. Dreaming about how many exciting new people I’d meet at Iowa StateUniversity. My head was swimming over how my relationship with Jill waschanging, and the confusing feelings I had for her. The wild story shetold me about her and Beth Carter was still so unbelievable. güvenilir bahis şirketleri I heard Jillsoftly whispering my name as I drifted off to sleep. The memories of Tommybegan to drift away with the breeze blowing through my open windows. I wasout like a light until my clock radio came to life the next morning.”Lying here in the darkness I hear the sirens wail Somebody going toemergency Somebody’s going to jail””If you find somebody to love in this world You better hang on tooth andnail The wolf is always at the door””In a New York minute Everything can change”When my clock radio went off, I awakened to another fucking sad ass DonHenley song, and almost started to cry again. I slammed my hand down onthe off button, resolved not to let a stupid high school boy make me sad. Ilifted my head from the pillow and immediately felt the thumping at mytemples. There are not many things worse than a cheap beer hangover. Istumbled into the shower and let the hot water stream on my pounding skulluntil it began to run cold. I had to be at work in an hour, so I dressedin my blue supermarket uniform and made my way down to the kitchen.Mom was already at the table sipping a cup of coffee, and smiledbrightly as I sat down. “Hi sweetie, you look a little worse for the wearthis morning. What time did you get home last night?”I reached in the cupboard for a cup, and tried not to look mom in theeye. “Mom I’m sorry, I know I usually call if I’m going to be late. Jilland I were out at the gravel pits talking, and we just lost track of time.”She just smiled knowingly and sighed. “Well honey you’re nineteen now,and going off to Iowa State this fall. You have to start making your owndecisions now, just make sure they are the right ones.”I sipped my coffee and sat the cup down. “I will mom. I’ve just beentrying to get my head on straight since graduation. I’m getting there, butI can’t even look at Tommy when he comes into the supermarket, and I refuseto speak to him. I wasted so much time on him. Two years for nothing.””Oh sweetie” she sighed as she cocked her head, “Hard times should makeyou better not bitter. Boys will be boys, and he made a youwin güvenilir mi stupid mistake. His parents are having a party for him before he takes off for the Marines.You should go say goodbye.””Um, I’m pretty sure leaving my graduation party so he could get a BJfrom Cindy Johnson was a little more than “a mistake”, I stammered. “Itwas a frigging terrible thing to do! Just because I wouldn’t do sluttythings like that for him, he had to sneak out with that bimbo, and for what?””30 seconds of pleasure?” I mockingly sputtered. “I’m not going to see him.I’m leaving for work. Bye.”I climbed in my pick-up, slammed the door and gripped the wheel tightlyfor a minute. I took a deep breath to keep from screaming, and started upmy truck. I usually never smoke unless I’m on break at work, or drinkingbeers with Jill. Today I needed a smoke, so I lit up a Marlboro and suckedon it all the way to the supermarket. I pulled up and Jill was standingoutside talking to Rickey. I hadn’t really thought about it last night,but the boy we made cum in his pants and then left at the drive-in, is ourboss. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I needed this job.Jill walked over right away as I climbed out of my pick up. “Hey chickhow’s your head this morning, pounding like mine?””Uh, yeah”, I said as I grabbed my purse. “Um, what’s up with Rickey?He stopped you before you even got inside?”She just smirked and grabbed my cigarette, took a long drag and thencoughed as she started laughing. “Yeah, the little perv just walked up andtold me he had a great time last night, and asked when we could go to thedrive-in again. Fucking unbelievable, huh?””Shit I was worried he was going to cut our hours or get us fired.”Rickey just nodded as we walked in and said “Hey Tanya”. I rushed to theback right away and avoided his dad’s gaze.”Jill, do you think he’s saying he expects us to take him to thedrive-in, or he’ll cut our hours or get us fired or something?” I whisperedas we placed our purses in our lockers.”No way girl” she cackled. “Rickey just isn’t that devious or smart. He’s just a horny boy we can have some fun with. Maybe next time we’llleave him there with perabet no pants on.” Then she took a quick look around, andslowly leaned in to kiss me.She wiggled her tongue against mine for just a few seconds and thenturned and walked to her register smiling all the way. My mind wasswimming already and we had eight more hours of work to make it through. My head started to pound again as I walked to the checkout to greet myfirst customer.Beep. Beep. Beep. The microwave next to me jolted me awake from mynap. I raised my head off the break room table to see Rickey heating uphis lunch. He sat down and started to sip his soup, and looked at mesheepishly.He looked around quickly, and quietly said “I don’t want you to feelweird about last night, because I don’t. That was by far the most amazingthing that has ever happened to me. Anytime you and Jill want to go outagain, I’ll do anything you want. I’ll get beer from the store, andsmokes, and whatever you guys want. You can make me do whatever you want,and I’ll never tell.”I just glared at him and looked down at his crotch. He looked so cuteand vulnerable, and his cheeks were glowing again. I suddenly loved thisnew dynamic, and realized it was fun to have a little submissive boy toy.My heart raced, and my adrenaline pumped as I drew in a big breath.I leaned over and whispered “are you hard again, right now”. He noddedyes.I frowned and lowered my gaze. “You’re pathetic. Take it out rightnow, let me see it.” I whispered as I leaned back in my chair.He reached down and unbuckled his belt, fumbled with the button on hisjeans for a second, and then there it was. That little soldier with theperfect little helmet was pointing at the ceiling. I leaned forward andlightly traced my finger on the underside just below the little helmet, andthat’s all it took. I leaned back and watched it spurt on his shirt 4times before he could tuck it back in. I smirked at him and started to getup and go back to work, when I remembered something from last night. Something that Jill had said to him that was so hot.I stood quickly and said “Rickey, don’t you ever fucking cum againwithout asking first. You don’t get to cum until we tell you to. Got it?”I didn’t wait for an answer and got up to leave.Then I turned once more and snapped “And don’t you look at my ass when Ileave.” I know he did anyway. What a rush, I loved dominating that littleshit. My last summer before med school was definitely getting better.

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